Last year I told you of a story that happened many years ago
when I had an accident while getting my oil changed at a new service station. I
unwittingly fell down a 15 foot hole and lived to tell about it. I had what I
consider to be a spiritual event as I was falling down that hole, that changed
the way I thought forever. You can read about it here: http://www.youwillheal.blogspot.com/2009/10/decision-of-your-life.html
But there was a second part of that story I never told you,
and that is what happened after I left the station that day and drove off in my
car. This part of the story tells of the single biggest miracle I had ever witnessed
in my life, until that day.
I drove off in a daze, partly because I had a concussion,
and partly because I was confused. “Wow, what just happened to me God? And why?” were questions taxing my brain. So
then I asked God, “So, where do I go now?” and God answered me, “Drive to that
children’s hospital that you’ve wanted to volunteer at for the last several
months.”
A nurse friend of mine had been encouraging me to put my healing abilities to the test at a local facility where she was working. I hadn’t yet found the courage to actually show up at that point, and here was God telling me, right after falling down a 15ft hole, that I should choose now, as the perfect time to go. I heard my directive clearly, but I had serious resistance. Before I could put up much of a fight though, God said that if I drove there now, there would be people there who could attend to my injuries, so I listened and headed to this hospital.
A nurse friend of mine had been encouraging me to put my healing abilities to the test at a local facility where she was working. I hadn’t yet found the courage to actually show up at that point, and here was God telling me, right after falling down a 15ft hole, that I should choose now, as the perfect time to go. I heard my directive clearly, but I had serious resistance. Before I could put up much of a fight though, God said that if I drove there now, there would be people there who could attend to my injuries, so I listened and headed to this hospital.
Now I should mention, this was not an ordinary acute care hospital
with an emergency room. It was a long-term care facility for children with
serious medical issues, primarily without insurance of any kind, with no
families to speak of, or had been abandoned years before by their families, and
who were destined to live their days out with no real quality of life. Not
particularly a happy place to visit.
On this particular Saturday, I drove there, parked my car
out in front, carefully slid out the driver’s seat, and proceeded to the
entrance doors hunched over like a table and covered in blood. Once inside, I
was greeted by a nurse who took one look at me and said, “Oh my God, what
happened to you? Don’t move! I’ll be right back.” She hurried back within
minutes with a gurney and at least 4 other nurses in tow.
Since this was not an
acute care hospital, they had no emergency room in which to treat me.
Apparently, they were not accustomed to people wandering in off the streets
with injuries either, so they wheeled me in front of the nearest nurse’s
station and started taking my vitals and tending to my wounds. One woman asked
me my name and what I was doing there. I hesitated to tell her that I was there because God told me
to come! I was genuinely concerned they might wheel me next to the psychiatric
ward. I just avoided answering the question. In truth, I had no idea why I
was there. I was just following directions.
So here’s where it gets good. There was a moment when all
the nurses working on me, left me alone telling me they would be right back.
There I was laying on this gurney staring up at the ceiling tiles and
fluorescent lights when suddenly God says to me, “Okay, now get up and walk
down the hall until you get to the last door on your right.” So I did. I shuffled
down the hall, entered the room to find three little girls in three adjacent
beds. I wandered over to the third bed furthest away from the door and closest
to the window facing the courtyard.
There was a small red headed young girl
about 5 years old laying in the bed staring with fixed eyes out the window. I
stood by her bed and at first said nothing. Then I was moved to speak. First, I
said to her that I was really upset. That I had wanted to come there to pray
with them but now I was there in pain. I told her how I had just 30 minutes
earlier, fallen down a hole and had hurt myself badly and was frankly really
angry about it now. Just then, the little girl turns her head toward me, smiles
and puts out her hand for me to hold. I held her hand for a moment thinking
this had to be the sweetest little girl to do such a thing.
Then all of a sudden I hear loud urgent voices coming in our
direction, “Where is she? Where did she go?” One of the nurses enters the room,
sees me, and says accusingly, “What are you doing in here?” She grabs my arm
and drags me back to the awaiting gurney at the nurse’s station. I laid back
down and said to the nurse, “That little girl was so sweet to me. She looked at
me so caringly and held my hand, what a sweetie.” She says to me dismissively,
“What? That did not happen.” I said, “What do you mean it didn’t happen? Yes,
it did.”
Then the head nurse who had been standing behind the nurse’s
station and listening quietly says, “I’ll be right back” and disappears. She
returned a few moments later visibly shaken. She asks me almost suspiciously,
“Excuse me, what did you say to her?” So I say, “I don’t know, I just told her
that I was upset, that I had fallen down a hole and I was mad about it.” At
that moment, the nurse softened her defenses and almost in disbelief says, “Oh
my God. That child has been in a catatonic state for nearly 3 years now. She
hasn’t moved a muscle or responded to anything in all that time. I just checked
in on her. She's responding.” She paused for a
moment as if she was putting the pieces of a puzzle together in her head. “She
was brought in here as a toddler. Her mother threw her down a set of stairs. She’s
been completely non-responsive ever since, until just now”.
Her name was Heather. That’s all I know. She was 5 at the
time. I heard later that she was released from that facility not long after to
go live with a relative. She would be 20 years old now.
God most certainly works in mysterious ways, and I don’t
claim to always understand those ways. My best estimation of what happened was
that Heather had been thrown down a set of stairs by the person who was the
closest to her, her mother. She was pre-language at the time and had no way to
process mentally or emotionally such a betrayal. She retreated back into
herself; the only place she felt safe. Somehow when I came along, and told her
that I had fallen down too and was really angry about it, it unlocked her from
her self-imposed isolation and helped her identify with her own pain.
I continued to visit this facility every Saturday over the
next month. This was the first of several miracles that took place there over a
short period of time. Interestingly, my
injuries only lasted long enough to serve for this event. I had absolutely no visible bruises or marks
on my body the very next day.
I’m still not sure why this happened to me, except I can
tell you that falling down that hole that day most definitely changed my life and
firmly put me on the path to being a healer. I am constantly reminded though
that God can only work through an open heart and an open mind, and that all
things are possible in God. Your only qualification to facilitate a miracle
either for yourself or another is to be open and willing, and get all sense of
limitations out of the way. No other qualifications, skills, experience, or credentials
are needed. We all have the equal ability to be used by God in such ways. Today
could be your day!
To The Truth That Sets Us All Free,
Donna Gershman ALSP
PS. You can heal, and you don't have to do it alone! If you or someone you know needs support in healing any issue, whether it be physical, emotional, mental or spiritual, please feel free to email me at youwillheal@aol.com, or contact my office at (818)904-6840 for a free telephone consultation.
Donna Gershman ALSP
PS. You can heal, and you don't have to do it alone! If you or someone you know needs support in healing any issue, whether it be physical, emotional, mental or spiritual, please feel free to email me at youwillheal@aol.com, or contact my office at (818)904-6840 for a free telephone consultation.